Potter's Wheel

I just finished shadowing a Potter's Wheel 1 this past week. Even though, as a shadower, I don't go in the "Hot Seat" (intense and straight to the core, time with God with the help of a counselor) I always leave bleeding, but more alive. Aware of my own unmet longings and of my own persistent wrong strategies to protect myself from pain and complete dependance on God. I don't have all the answers and that unnerves me, but I know thats the place where God wants me. I feel that the poeple that go throught this come out always with open eyes, with hope and closer to Jesus than before. I wish that all the poeple I care about and love would go throught something like this.